HEARTBEATFRIENDZ

She was continuously looking at the waves which were going up and down, playing on their own way.

She was sad, not because someone has hurt her but she has hurted someone unintentionally. She never intended to do so but she had no other choice.

When Love came between Friendship it always make life hell of both persons involved in and same case was with her.

She was happy, quite happy when he was confused. He was confused about his feelings for her. And she was happy because now she would have not hurt very sweet friend of her.

But after two months he messaged her again last night. And it again made her feel that she was hurting someone. She actually did not know whether the feelings he was conveying to her is real or not. But she was feeling bad for him. She was an emotional fool, she was feeling angry on herself. She was upset and again no one was with her with whom she could share or as always she was not ready to share it with anyone.




She came at the lonely place where no one could hear her and she could scream as loud as she could.

Last night he messaged her that it was not fake. It was real and he is serious for her. But her mind was not ready to accept it. She still remember the last day when they talked. The worst feelings she had.

But she convinced herself. It was not at all easy for her to come out of it. But she did.

She was happy with her friends in outside world although those worst experiences had tought enough lessons to her .

And this time again she did not want to throw herself again on the same hell, same situations and did not want to give a chance to anyone to hurt herself again.

She said to him not to talk to her again if he really cares about her. He said Okay but still she was feeling bad, she was upset.

She was not able to explain her state of mind to him although she really wants to. She wanted to say " Please Leave me alone, I am happy in myself. I don't want to be get hurt again and I am not the thing which you can reject anytime you want and buy anytime whenever u wished. I am an emotional fool who get hurt very easily and it was really tough for me to come out of it. I always wished for your happiness and will always be. The only thing I want you to get out from my Life and never even try to come back. I am happy enough to live my life alone. "

A drop of tear rolled out from her eyes and mixed in the waves which were flowing slowly in front of her.

She moved her step forward towards a new direction as she knew she has to move on in Life alone...